But I'm still scared to take paternity test! It's one of those nerve things. I hate taking test, I hate doing interviews, and anything else like that. It's like my gut swells up, until I get the results back! Idk it's whatever though. April cannot come any faster, so I can get this over with! His father and I are friends now, after a huge break up. Either way we can't really be "cool," because in the back of his head I know he wants to know and I can't wait to prove this to him!!! It's so annoying! PS our baby is positive for Trisomy 18, so I'm just going through a hard time right now! This man will know that this baby is his though!