I got to thinking. Even though I want a child of my own so much, it just may not be my time yet. My first year of marriage was good, but now that we have pasted that I can now see why God has not sent me a child yet. My husband is becoming more and more understanding of what I need from him. There are things that we need to get in line in our adult lives before a little one is given to us. Fixing up the house we live in being one of those things. I strongly believe that God has not given to us yet because my husband wouldn't be able to handle the stress of doing so much at one time.