My name is Lexi and my fiancé was supposed to be a hookup I met on a dating site. We talked for weeks before meeting up and doing it all... yes doing it. And we connected instantly too. We both realized it had to be more then just sex for us. But he was in the military and I was just me.... his mom was not doing good and he would be moving... he was smart and funny and had his life together. 

Me? I was broken and abused. I'm adopted and my biological mom shouldn't have been a mom. She took a lot of alcohol and drugs while she was pregnant with me drugs such as cocaine and heroin. The doctors told me I wouldn't make it past three months old the doctor said I probably wouldn't be able to read or write or anything like that I wouldn't be a normal kid even if I survived. I was taken by the state due to drugs and my mom having a meth lab in my bedroom at age 2. I was adopted by another family and emotionally and physically abused I fell into a deep depression and became very suicidal I tried to take my life on multiple occasions. I had been in a few relationship before and they ended it with this guy I was whole and loved.... I I'm terrified of having a baby and it wasn't planned but we are both happy now that the shock has passed. We are about to have our own place but rn we have been moving around with different family members. We had been staying with his step mom but she got abusive and tried to shove me down some steps. So we stay with his grandparents while we are working on getting a place. My story isn't sweet and adorable like other people and it's not a story you share with your parents proudly but it's my story and it's who I am. Ethan and I have a lot to learn but at least we can do it together.