Got my hopes up...

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So me and my bf have been looking for an apartment or house for a while now; I put an application in for low in come appointments close to where my bf works a few months ago. Last thing I was told was they will send 6 people papers to do back ground checks every 6 months and if they come back bad they will throw those ones away and move on. I called today and asked what number we are and he said 35! That they will send out 6 more papers in july for credit and criminal checks... I got all excited because he said we have a shot at getting one!! We really wanna move into our own place since we live with my bf, his Mom, his brother, my brother and our 2 kids and its us 4 in a small room. I called back to ask how many apartments they needed to fill because I wasn't sure how many they had weather it was 42 or 44... He said they are only filling 7 right now and I have 34 people in front of me😭. I am very sad because we really nees this.