venting

Feeling really low and discouraged today. Been TTC for 1.5 year and nothing. Have seen so many friends get pregnant. Definitely feeling jealous and sad. Got my wisdom tooth removed yesterday, which doesn't help. And my husband has been working late (at home but in his office) and it's just straight up pissing me off. Feel like I need to cry but nothing is coming out. Trying to explain how I felt to hubby and he freaking flipped over our ottoman and went back to his cave, telling me I'm the problem.