depression and aniexty

Im 30 weeks and I need to know this feeling will go away.
Has anyone else felt depression while pregnant? 
I wake up every morning and don't want to get out of bed, I've had hypermises from 6 weeks pregnant and been in and out of hospital, I feel like I can't do nothing anymore I feel so drained I feel hopeless and useless i hate myself. 
I don't like it when my baby kicks it makes me feel sick and I feel like when he's here I won't love him or bond with him I'm scared to death of giving birth due to this.
All I wanted was a baby and now I feel like this this started 8 weeks ago now it is just getting worst every day I'm having aniexty attacks every morning. 
Has anyone else felt like this?