shower, I'm going for more of a intimate approach. This pregnancy is more laid back vs my 2003 pregnancy, it's like my family are in shock about the gap in between my two children than my actual pregnancy. While I was in labor with my daughter I looked like a train wreck, this time I want to fix myself up. I want to bond with my baby and cherish every moment that I took for granted last time. I'm so nervous but excited at the same time. I asked my mother to come stay with me for a few weeks after I give birth, that's how nervous I am 😩😩😩