I have a 3 day old newborn. I had a c section. The last cigarette I had was March 3rd 2017. I am breastfeeding. I am exhausted and in pain. My spouse... he is having a hard week too because this baby wasn't supposed to come home this week. He was supposed to wait until the 10th when daddy was able to stay home for parental leave. Now daddy is working midnight and mommy has to do everything baby by herself and the two year old and daddy needs to sleep during the day so he is sleeping on the couch so we are all at least together. Our two year old pooped in her diaper and I asked him to change her. He was sleeping and was kind of ignoring me. 20 minutes pass and I kind of yell at him to change the damn diaper because i can't lift her on the change table or anything. I didn't need her getting a rash. He finally wakes up when I'm yelling at him because she now has a poop diaper off but I can't move very fast. Well he starts yelling at me for waking him up to change the diaper and starts mocking me about how hard it must be to stay home with the newborn and the two year old. Why does he always belittle everything i do?! I know he is just tired but I'm doing my best and i just want to go for a fucking cigarette