Ftm here and just needing to kinda vent I've been having a really hard pregnancy with my son I found out he has developed a heart condition where he has two values in his heart that are mixing blood and will later after he's born create a lack of oxygen so he'll need heart surgery around 7-9 months old I go to see a heart specialist on the 20th I've been getting ultrasound after ultrasound and seeing all these doctors and specialist and now also turns out I have a heart shaped uterus which makes my pregnancy even more high risk I'm so stressed out and love him so much more than words can say already and am finding it so hard to stay calm but not wanting to make anything worse for him by me stressing all the time I just don't know what to do thanks