I need to vent a little but here it goes, I was raised in a strict Muslim household and was never anything like my family my beliefs were different then there's as in the way I wanted to live. So I left to live my life and be happy with the man I'm in love with, now we are expecting our daughter in a few weeks. he works and provides for us but why do I feel like I'm being a burden :(. I never been on my own or know alot about stuff where my family has kept me away from knowing stuff.... I feel like a complete retard :(, I have everything for baby but I'm mostly scared about failing her, please no judgemental comments!! and don't bring religion into this. I sometimes feel like was it worth leaving my family to be happy??? I aways have nightmares about them finding me or knowing about the baby and if they do it wouldn't be good