RANT/VENT! 🙋

So I don't usually complain but I am seriously having an issue with these post Pregnancy Boobs! People can relate, I know. But I was a 10DD (32 DDD/E in US) at the start of my pregnancy. I've had boobs this size since I was 14, and it really wasn't fun. I wanted to wear a cute baby pink bikini but all I got was old gross men staring at me. Which people say oh they can't help it but I just couldn't and so I wore unflattering uncomfortable one pieces and board shorts so I could enjoy myself with no eyes on me (I really am not trying to make it seem like I'm up myself! I was 14 and felt nervous with boobs that size) and so when I fell pregnant by complete accident, I suddenly felt so happy about having a baby that I forgot what would happen to my body and how it would make me feel. I now, am 11 weeks pp. My boobs have been size 14G (36H in US) since I was 16 weeks pregnant, and I was struggling to breast feed so I stopped at only 4 weeks. And I felt bad but she did well on formula... But even after 7 weeks my boobs are full, they still squirt milk, they're still huge, they also hang halfway down my stomach, they're stretched and have stretch marks over the the old stretch marks, I now wear a bra and a t shirt during sex... exercising is hard, I pay $80 for a DECENT but still ugly bra!... When I tell my partner how I feel he says why not get a breast reduction.. 1 we don't have that kind of money at the moment, 2 if we had another kid they'd just go to crap again and 3 I still have milk and am waiting impatiently waiting for them to go DOWN! 🙅 And as I said people can relate but I mean.. when I think of having another baby.. I think no because of this happening again it's a big deal for me. I'm stuck with ugly bras, tops that can't fit because they're so huge... and I have a little waist and I can't show it in those tops but my thighs are big. Long rant I know, I just need some women who understand.... 😣😣🙁