No hope left at 23

I'm really starting to not have hope anymore. I use to dream of getting married and having children and living a happy life.

BUT. . . .

It don't look like it's all sunshine.

I've always wondered why I never got pregnant, never had a accident prenancy, NOTHING!! Now that I really want a child I swear everything is stopping me from having one.

Stressfull relationship✨No Ovulation✨No Regular cycle✨I don't even get wet 😰✨and on top of that my guy now decides that we aren't ready for children and now . . . IJDGAFA😑😑😑 IM 23 AND CANT HAVE CHILDREN FML . . .