This 2 week wait is killing me. TTC is killing me. The Miscarriage I had back in December, is still killing me.

I can't ask why, because I'll never get an answer. My AF isn't due until the 14th. & The feeling of just knowing I'm just going to start.. and probably early cause im so anxious, is killing me. Each period that passes, pushes me further into depression. Can't talk to anyone about it, cause are family doesn't know and doesn't want us TTC. Idk why, we're married. We work. We have our own everything. So nobody knows anything. And I have no one to vent to besides Glow.

& I feel selfish because I already have one child, who is almost 3 in May. & with me here complaining about each period that passes and the miscarriage.. I feel for the ones who don't even have a child yet who has had many miscarriages & to those, I'm very sorry.

Thanks for letting me vent Glow.