so conflicted

When my husband and I got together, we were in NC as he was stationed there in the USMC. We were there for 5 years, had two boys, and that's where we started our lives. When he got out we moved back to PA and our families. My oldest was 3, my youngest 5 months. Ever since I wanted to move back to NC. PA no longer felt like my home even though we were back with family. We spent 6 years back there. My husband finally got a job offer back in NC. So last June we packed up and headed back. Only a few days after finding out about the job, we found out we were expecting our third baby. Things have been going pretty good down here but as of late my older boys *now 6 and 9* have been pretty homesick. Mainly the 6 year old. He keeps saying he misses his family and wants to move back to PA. It's breaking my heart and I find myself crying over it a lot lately. I am very conflicted. There are days I dread the thought of moving back but other times where *especially now with a new baby again* I want to be back around family as well. I've connected with ZERO people here so I have no friends or outlet here. The boys are homeschooled so they don't really hang out with other kids except for our one neighbor boy. I guess it may be time to have a family sit down and discuss our options. I just want my boys to be happy again. And I don't want my little guy who's now 2 months old, to grow up not knowing his grandparents and aunt!