Exhausted

Been ttc since July 2016. Every month since has been a Rollercoaster. We've decided to stop tracking. Stop testing. I'm 4days late and still have obvious negative urine tests. I test once a day with morning urine. We have 2 girls (5 & 2)and are trying for every man's dream. A boy. Don't get me wrong, he loves his girls to death. And they are total daddy's girls. Our plan is to keep our family at an even number, and he really wants 2 more before he turns 30 and I really do too , he's already 28. I guess this is all that God has for us. It'll happen when it happens. Maybe we're just trying too hard. Baby dust to all. Those bfp: sticky sticky baby glue to all.