horrible day

Ela
Today has been one of the most uncomfortable days yet. My biggest desire in life is having a baby and my husband and I have been talking about starting to try. I went to the doctor due to some abnormal bleeding in January and things have gotten scary. After an abnormal pap-smere and blood work and a copolscopy/biopsy, I have found some things out. 😣... I am positive for hpv, I am not ovulating, the Dr. has high reasons for me having endometriosis and would like me to get surgery... I am freaking out. I have had numerous surgeries since the age of 11, and the last thing I want is more auguries. It is difficult to explain, but my stress level has skyrocketed... he sad that if I get the surgery and medicine I'd have around an 80% chance of getting pregnant. has anyone else gone through this? It would help to know that I'm not alone