AFTER 2YEARS OF TTC, WE DID IT!!!! ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿผ

2 years we've been TTC and this morning at 3 days late for my period I got that BFP!! 
One problem though; I'm not as happy as I thought I would be ? Is it because I'm shocked ? My partner is in work all day with no phone signal so I can't even talk to him and were not telling anyone yet as I'm
Only about 5-6 weeks, did anyone else
Feel like this ?