I feel so lonely

I'm currently on my maternity leave, my husband works long hours. I'm alone all day with the baby. I miss my husband but when he gets back from work doesn't really talk much. Every time I try to initiate sex, he turns me down saying he's tired, his back hurts or the baby is fidgeting and it's distracting him.

I feel so alone, unattractive and uninteresting. Sometimes I find solace in eating, sometimes I don't feel like eating at all. I feel so sad and alone .