anxiety and pregnancy???

  (I'm Makenna... He is Steven) Mr. And Mrs. Garvey
Married to a military man myself!!He is 21 and I am 19 we are currently discussing how long we want to wait before ttc he is all for it right now right away , but I'm a little hesitant because I have anxiety and I'm worried pregnancy might make it worse. One day I'm like yes yes yes and other days I'm like ehhhh.. Right there with my anxiety is overthinking.. so I'm worried about postpartum depression and my anxiety and can't help but think the worst. I also feel like I can't wait to be a mommy to kiss boo boos and read bed time stories. I know having a baby isn't easy I've being doing research and talking to my mommy friends and the ladies in the FRG.. but I also know I need to take care of myself to properly care for a baby.. I would love a baby I know I would with all of my heart, but I'm worried about myself as awful as that sounds.