It's not fair...
That my husband gets to get out everyday and socialize with adults.. it's not fair that my husband can work and work over time just to get away from all the craziness at home (then come home and sleep).
It's not fair he has lunch dates with all his co-workers every Friday..
It's not fair that I can no longer work because we have three kids and the right thing to do is stay home with our children.. not only because it's beneficial to them but because daycare is ridiculous..
I miss working. I miss being able to socialize everyday with adults...
I try to explain these things to my husband but he is a typical male who basically tells me to suck it up because this is what I have to do... I have no choice..
I have three children. 7, 1, and 1 month. I have been a stay at home mom for the last 14 months.. it was okay at first. But now.. I absolutely hate it. Not because I don't love my children, but because everything is all on me..
I don't get out of the house because dragging a 1 year old and a month old out by myself gives me a heart attack.
I don't have any friends because friends went out the door when I had my oldest child..
My house is a complete and utter mess but guess what? Screw it.. nobody wants to help.. can't wait to see how the mess just accumulates..
Even when my husband "helps" it doesn't even feel like he's helping. Great, he cooked dinner.. oh you're full now and going to sleep while I have three kids running wild? Oh, okay. Oh, the two babies are sleeping that means daddy sleeps? Oh, what about your oldest that is craving your attention?
Oh the joy of being miserable yet nobody cares.. because I'm the mom and this is what we are meant to do.
Seriously, it's just whatever anymore... just whatever.
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