Anti Deppresents

Amber
I'm 16, I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember and sometimes struggle with depression. I talked to someone and they suggested I take anti deppresents since my depression gives me really big highs and lows. The medication makes it more of a still line. I'm worried because I know my dad, who is my primary care taker, won't let me. But where I live, you can have a prescription for anti deppresents and make it anonymous if you're at least 14. Have any of you ever been on anti deppresents? What does it feel like? Did you feel better eventually?