I went to the hospital this morning because I had this discomfort last night that kept me awake 😟 . Trying to ignore my minor cramping on my left side and waited til morning and see if it would go away and eventually it did.

As when I got out of bed and went to pee as any other pregnant women would do, I noticed a pinkish spotting and tried to believe it was normal. Half an hour past and had minor abdominal cramping  and went back to the restroom to check my spotting. As I wiped I had brownish spotting and immediately got dressed to go to the emergency.

As usual blood work was performed and had a sonogram done. Turned out that they DIDN'T find a sac 💔 nor baby and my HCG LEVELS DROPPED!!😭😭😭😭

When sono was performed, I wasn't that much 😟 worried because I thought, "MAYBE MY BABY WAS STILL TOO SMALL TO BE SEEN!

ON WEDNESDAY THE 1st I had a vvvvvfl so I called the Dr and asked me to come in that same day for hcg levels and TURNED OUT TO BE POSITIVE WITH AN 8 HCG LEVEL.

then I was asked to go back on Friday (3rd of March) for another HCG TESTING  AND WAS A 49 HCG LEVEL. Thought it was turning out okay but today when I went to the hospital MY HCG LEVELS DROPPED TO A 11 HCG LEVEL.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON WITH MY BODY BUT ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME THIS HAPPENS.  I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH MY RAINBOW BABY AND HAD DREAMS WITH HIM/HER ALREADY.

🌹🌻🌼🌺🌸I FEEL I'M MAKING A GARDEN FULL OF BABIES UP IN HEAVEN🌺🌹🌼🌻🌸

THIS IS IT LADIES, IM ONLY WAITING FOR THE WORSE TO HAPPEN...PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!! GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND BABY DUST TO THOSE THAT ARE GETTING FAINT LINES..TO THOSE THAT ARE WAITING TO TAKE A PREGNANCY TEST  AND TO THOSE LIKE ME THAT HAS BEEN WAITING MONTHS AND MONTHS... YEARS... BABY DUST!! 😭😭😭