I hate it!!

I hate every month being sad, I hate every month feeling that I am useless. I hate every month telling my husband that is negative, I hate every month feeling like I am never going to get pregnant. I am so sad feeling useless, and not good enough and like this will never happen!! I cry too much and I'm getting too sad and too angry! I love wish things would finally work out and we would finally get pregnant!! This is really taking a toll on our marriage and our life!! Someone send the pregnant Gods to me!!!! 😭😭😭