premature drunk i love you?!

Sooooo guys, i got drunk last night snd told my boyfriend i love you. Ive been meaning to say it for so long and it just came out while we were kissing and he just changed the subject and said i should go inside and go to bed. It felt so upsetting and he hasnt texted me all day even though i sent a big message apologizing and saying i meant it but the execution of it was all wrong. Im so worried . Ladies what do i do 😔 i really do love him. It has only been 2 months but i really do.