What koolaid do I need? Every friend and every one I look up too is pregnant and I'm happy for them I want my turn. Hubby just me Rachel Cruze is pregnant and I'm like don't tell me and he's like why and I'm like I want some. I hate feeling this part in my life is missing. Hubby will be 38 in 2 weeks and I'll be ovulating in a couple of days. It's hard cause we only BD only once or three times a month cause he said he's too tired or doesn't want to and I'm like just started crying went in the other room. Sorry needed to vent