I tried :(

Me and my ex have been broken up for a month now and I'm pregnant with his child that we both wanted, we have been texting trying to make it work but end up fighting all the time he thinks I'm with someone and I think he's with someone ( I definitely am not ready to move on my heart is still with him ) so we're both going crazy in our heads ! He told me he would come get me when he has some money for gas and see how it goes for a couple days , but he's always claiming broke and when I got my money in I told him come get me I have money because I'm dying to at least try this for our family. He turned me down and told me to keep my money that he's scared and giving me every excuse in the book including putting every blame on me that's been going on , today he Tex's me again after two days of no texting and tells me I don't love him I'm not trying and that he's done , and that he's a man and is moving on to someone else and starting a family with them ( not sure if he has or will be looking for another ) I'm so numb and don't know what to think or do my mind is all over the place and I have no one to talk to or no advice , I'm so lost and hurt it's the worst feeling in the world !