HELPPPP!!!

Jessica
My fiancé and I had our baby Jan 14 this year. Since the day my LO was born I haven't had much sleep. I sleep for 30 min and a maximum of 3 hours if I'm lucky. I've only been lucky once and slept for 3 hours straight. My fiancé is an RN who works night shift 7p-730a and we will live about 25 miles from his workplace. He works 3x out of the week. I am home with my LO everyday and some days home alone by myself. When my fiancé has work, he sleeps from 11a-6p then goes to work from 7p-730a when he gets home around 930-10a he goes back to sleep for work again that night. The days he doesn't work he watches our LO with me and I usually do all the chores such cleaning our room, washing dishes, washing clothes, putting them away. I find myself exhausted by the end of the week only to start up the whole cycle again. I go back to work in April. And I'm kind of glad to be back at work because then my fiancé won't think I have it easy. I think that he thinks it's easy because I should just sleep when my LO sleeps. But it's not that easy and plus I need time to fall asleep. My fiancé does give me time to myself like get a massage for an hour or get my nails done but usually that's it. I come home to take care of my LO again. I'm currently in school and I'm really stressed that I won't find time to finish if it keeps going this way.  Whenever I tell my fiancé I'm tired I feel like he thinks I shouldn't be tired because I'm home and not working like he is. And every time he's watching my LO, he can't do any house chores done at the same time. Unlike for myself, I can do house chores and bunch of other things while at the same time watching my LO. What do I do? I can't live like this much longer. I feel resentful towards him because he gets more sleep than I do AND he gets his "ME" time whenever he wants to because he just asks me to watch our LO. Your advice is greatly appreciated!  I cry sometimes thinking I can't do it anymore.