Feeling bummed

Mary • Mom of 2 boys one 15, other 5 so here is hoping for my girl
I will be induced Tuesday feb 24th at 37 weeks and as ready as I am it's become very real it's my last one number 3 boys when all my life I've prayed for atleast one girl!  I am heart Broken thinking on it and although I  love this baby it's really hard sometimes seeing those around me get there girl.  I'm tired of people saying "boys are easier". They know became they got both while I didn't and wanted to experience it myself