hyperemesis gravidarum anyone else suffering?

Bella 💜
In need of some support ❤️😔
I've been sick since week 4, firstly a few times a day then it just kept increasing and increasing to the point where I've been hospitalised twice. 
I'm currently taking Ondansatron 3 times a day and it's been good for the past 4 days so hopefully it's working! 
I've tried 4 other anti medics with no joy. 
I'm a plus size lady so luckily I have only lost around 1 1/2stone in total due to the sickness.
I'm just finding it hard with family and friends not understanding what it's like and suggesting stupid things that I've already tried (ginger) I just feel that they're making me out to be pathetic and overreactive but they don't understand how bad it got.
Also I'm feeling pretty down about the whole pregnancy anyway, it's a miracle that me and husband are pregnant and we were trying for a while but after all the sickness I'm just not getting excited about it, I'm dreading every day that the meds won't work and I'll be sick again and the cycle will continue. I guess it's understandable but I just don't feel any joy.
I'm going to speak to my midwife about this as well but I'm so glad some lovely ladies can help me and each other in our journey being pregnant with HG as I feel I have no one to relate to at the moment.
Bella x