4 years of waiting

My husband and I have been ttc #1 for about 4 and a half years now. After seeing many different doctors who all gave the "you're too young to worry" started trying at 22, or the "we can't do anything if you don't loose weight" yes I'm heavy and have pcos but they never wanted to offer any help.

We finally found a specialist for pcos and things were looking great. He got me on Clomid and metformin as well as doing an ovadrel trigger and iui the following day.

I am not 11 DPIUI and I've been experiencing on and off "signs" such as what i think was implantation cramps with spotting, but only there twice when wiping, going through water like crazy, my bbs are so sore and sensitive as well as nips, and even though I know it's early to experience it, really bad nausea.

I jumped the gun a little bit and testued today with a BFN. Now I can't help but feel discouraged...

Long story short, any of you girls in a similar situation and it ended up with a ☺