How can I cope with this pain.

Maria
How ? It's so hard to not question it's so hard to just accept the fact that everyone around me is having babies and getting pregnant. I just lost my baby this December. It's so difficult for me to process the situation. I wanted my baby, I love my baby. 
Am happy for them. I really am, I would never wish harm to anyone. But why? I need some help and comfort. I pray to God for healing daily. Some days are harder than others. Today has been difficult. I pray that everyone going through a loss like me finds peace and comfort. So sorry I needed to vent and cry a bit.