going insane with pos and neg tests

Heather
These two were taken 2 days ago 5 hours apart...
Took this one the day after (pictures don't help but it seems fainter but still visible) I also was expected period today. 
Then today took free digital and it was a "no -"
But I sure as hell feel pregnant and I am never late. My breasts are the tell all. But this is frustrating. lol I had this problem with my daughter... so many negatives then finally a positive my hormones were just low. But should I give up hope here? Or just assume I'm doing it at wrong times of day, I mean the one of them is clear as day positive.