no sex life

Seriously 🤦🏽‍♀️ what can a girl do to get some head or sex around here I got some today but it wasn't terrific but I'm glad I got some ya know. But we don't have a sex life and I just feel like I need more so I asked for head he said yes if I watched a movie then the movie starts and he fucking falls asleep. Like wtf 😭 wtf do I do to deserve this and yesterday was our 2 year anniversary but we didn't have sex and he didn't buy me a gift . I'm pretty sure he won't even care about it now. I spent $140 dollars on him but what do I get NOTHING but a dinner date. Which doesn't excite me 🙄 say I'm ungrateful but I'm hurt because I'm over giving my all and he's over here just being here. I'm crying mostly because I'm not a bad gf and I just feel I must not be a attractive enough. It's hurting me because I try my best to make him happy. I blame myself for every problem and I fucking give my all. So now I'm stuck here sleeping alone because he chose the couch what a fucking JERK ‼️‼️‼️‼️