It's hard to wait…

I keep paying attention to every single sign and wondering what it happening with my body now. "Is it pregnancy? Is it AF?! Am I losing it again?"

I went to doctor's Feb 14th. I did an endovaginal ultrasound and she told me that she was seeing the corpus luteum and she explained that it can be seen after approximately 12 hours after the ovulation. I was happy that we had sex those days… I have irregular periods and I was supposed to be ovulating between 19th - 22nd (something like that) so it was a surprise that it already had happened… ok! So now my temperature is still increasing, I'm having mild cramps and I feel it just when I go to the bed and having some breast tenderness. 

And that is the point: it's really hard be here waiting the days to come to see if I'll have my period or not. The fact that I have two miscarriages and I found out through mild cramps is the thing that makes me thinking about it again.

I just want to get my BFP! And by end of the 9 months hold my little miracle. 

That's all I want! FAST lol 

Be praying for me… I want to love the word that says: "don't be anxious for nothing…"