Things I can't say to my now ex

Read. Hours later after I sent it. No response. 

You think by now I would be used to seeing that

After all I'd be a liar to say we never fought about it 

Then we made up

Then you broke up

You think that after that I would be accustomed to this

Guess not 

Although since we are no longer us i should have expected that 

But a week after it seemed like you gave up on us was your birthday 

And I like to think that after a year of knowing you I had some clue when things were wrong 

And with that and the way things ended I came to two conclusions 

That you are a liar that I shouldn't have trusted 

Or that something you're not telling me about is wrong

Something with work maybe

So I wished you a happy birthday because it seemed like you could use one

But as usual i never heard back