I don't want to go into details as it would take forever but I'm not sure what I should do. My fiancé and I have not been getting along at all since we moved in together 8 months ago. We're not happy together. We broke up for a few weeks during the winter but as soon as I came back, his stuff was all moved out and I lost it. I begged for another chance because I do truly love him. But now that we're back together, everything is the same. I don't know life without him. He is my first serious boyfriend. We moved states away from my family. This is the first time I've lived on my own. But just the thought of him makes me sad or angry 90% of the time. Maybe it's just not the right time for us or maybe everything is all my fault. I don't see myself marrying him but just the thought of him being someone else's makes me go insane. Please help