Both virgins at 19❤️

So I want to have sex with My boyfriend but i'm afraid of getting pregnant..and I wouldn't like to abort...for me it's really wrong and I wouldn't have the heart, and I've heard people say that even if u take the pills you still have a chance to get pregnant and the condom might break and a whole lot of stuff and I'm really scared. We're both virgins and we've only touched each other and  I'd like to loose my virginity to him but I need some advice.