So tomorrow makes me 36 weeks and I am up 44 pounds. My baby is healthy and I am extremely thankful. As for my weight, however, I just feel disgusting. I feel terrible about how I look, I feel bad for my husband...this is effecting my sex drive...and I am afraid I will never loose the weight. I eat lots and lots of fruit and try real hard to stay active between riding my exercise bike and keeping up with all the house work. Lately though, I am exhausted all the time and craving food! Chocolate, fruit, bread.....I'm just constantly hungry. I feel like such a failure. Like I said, my baby is healthy and I thank god for that, but otherwise, I feel just terrible about my weight and how disgusting I look. I don't even want to see myself in the mirror. 😢Do anyone else feel like this? Does anyone else have any advice? My husband is completely supportive telling me how beautiful I am and that I will be able to get rid of the weight that I want to after the baby...but I feel myself getting more and more upset about this as the weeks pass by and I still have four weeks until baby arrives.