becoming depressed about my body ):

ShiAnna • #1 May 2017 & Rainbow baby on the way! 🌈
I hate to be that person but I have to get it out.. I hate my body so much now. I've been lucky & haven't got any stretch marks on my stomach yet but the rest of me is COVERED in them. I was 98lbs pre pregnancy & had a couple on my butt & thighs but they never bothered me.. but now I have so many more & they're so deep & purple. It makes me so upset, I can't be happy with my body anymore. I've gained almost 40lbs & im sure I'll gain more as I'm only 34 weeks... I just wish I could have not gotten them or wish they weren't so purple & deep. My own body makes me sick now. I'm almost 21 & lost my nice body ): I really hope that I bounce back after baby.