I can't handle much more of this.

I always hurt. Even some of the pain is unusual. I have a ultrasound scheduled for Monday, so the Dr can see if it's any of my organs just to be safe. I'm always hungry. And my husband just doesn't understand. So I sneak buying food. Even though some money is tight. No choice. I live my husband to death and I know he loves me. It's the simple things he does. But I can't ever explain to him what's wrong so I just bottle it up. I just recently refiled for my medicade only to be turned down because I make just barely too much. I'm also 34 weeks pregnant. And I had to ask my parents for the money to pay my Dr. I don't know how much more I can handle.