Health Anxiety

Meli • Twin Mama! To my beautiful princesses. 💕💕 Going through life one day at a time with massive amounts of anxiety 🤷🏻‍♀️
I don't look at life the same anymore.  I live each day in fear wondering and worrying about the things that are out of my control.  After the passing of my dad I have become petrified of my own health. I keep thinking that what happened to my dad is going to happen to me.  Every little sensation or ache I feel in my body I automatically assume the worst and correlate what I'm feeling with an terminal illness.  I don't think rational anymore that part of the brain seems like it's out of order and every possible worst case scenario floods my head causing a battle within myself.  How do I get out of this war in my head it's making my everyday seem miserable.  I just want to find happiness again if their is such a thing.  I know I'm grieving its only been a year but I need to find my peace because I promised my dad that I'll be okay