Today would have been the due date for my angel. I lost him at 15 weeks 3 days back on October 20th. Delivered the next day.

Luckily i am expecting my rainbow, i am 12 weeks today, and am due October 23rd.

I really thought when this day came it would be horrible. But i kept active. I went and got things for my garden, the cleaned it out, helped neighbors with their garden. Had a bunch of kids (ages 4 to 12) at my house playing in the yard. Planted everything i had in the garden, cooked dinner, got everyone showered (including myself) and am now relaxing.

Wednesdsy morning i go in to get blood drawn for my genetic screening test. My birthday is on Saturday. Easter is Sunday. Then Wednesday the 19th i go for my next appointment (hoping i have results by then). Then my oldest turns 7 on the 29th. The month is going well, and i hope it continues.