JUST FOUND OUT!!!

Today I just found im pregnant...and i dont know how to feel.! It may sound really bad but let me tell u my history....

Hubby and I 1st started trying for #3 in Dec '13...during 2014 we had 2mc and then it took 12 months to fall again and we got pregnant in 2015....which I mc again.....then it took over 12months this time to fall again with the help of ivf I got my BFP in aug after my 30th bday only to mc again....then in the Dec of last yr we fell again only to have yet another d&c in Jan this yr....so my history with pregnancy sucks at the moment and im absolutely terrified that If I allow myself to get excited it won't last and now I'm feeling bad cos im not allowing myself to get excited....im currently on low dose aspirin and Dr wants me to stay on it until a wk b4 im due and I can tell ya what....i wont b stopping until then even if it wasn't mentioned.

Only hubby and I know and it will stay that way for as long as possible. I'm just praying this is the 1 that continues...