Moving forward

🍄🦄Fawn🍀ஃபான் • Member of the Cherokee nation. Cocker spaniel enthusiast. Witch.
After I was sexually assaulted I was terrified. I didn't let people touch me. It started panicking me when my mom would touch me. 
A year later and I was still completely freaked. I still was having nightmares regularly. 
Then I met a girl... I was so scared of her at first. I wanted more with her but I was afraid of her taking advantage of me. I was petrified. 
We got to a point in our relationship where things got "intimate". I completely freaked. I was on the verge of tears and shaking. She stopped. She stopped and held me until I was okay. 
She has stood by my side and held my hand the entire way. She has helped me move forward so much. 
Recovering from sexual assault has been a long road, and I am thankful for a girlfriend who helps me and supports me. 
It gets better, guys. I promise. ❤️