Hey everyone I just felt like talking about this on march 9th it will be officially a year since I was raped. It has been a crazy year for 6 months I couldn't sleep through the night or during the night I didn't dare look at a clock because I would think this is the time he did that to me and then he did that at this time and this is the time I faked passing out so he would stop doing it to me because when I tried to fight he put his arm down across my collar bone and neck to the point I couldn't breathe he was drunk and I was just driving my cousin and her friends who were drinking that night so no one drinking would be driving I was 17 and now I am 18 I moved out of my parents house who did nothing to help me through it at all a couple months ago and I can say I can still go on. It did change me but I know I can still be who I want to be and once I can the money I will be getting a tattoo of a wolf and roses the wolf for being strong and the roses for the hope and for the beautiful future that is ahead of me just felt like saying that I will also still be graduating this spring