I started taking a new medication for my diabetes. I have noticed that I've become extremely depressed. I cried myself to sleep two night ago, because I feel so alone. But I know I'm not. I'm not alone, I have a husband who loves me and our unborn daughter. I'm terrified of getting PPD and not being able to care for my daughter. Before I got pregnant I smoked pot in order to deal with the feelings, but now that I'm pregnant I stopped smoking everything. I live in Utah and have been told stories about people losing there children, and I'm not giving anyone any reason to take my little girl. I'm just extremely tired. I don't know if it's because of the medication or it's just the fear of getting closer to my daughter being born. I just know I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of going to work and not wanting to do the job I enjoy (I'm a groomer). I get to play and hang out with pups and cute dogs all day, but it does nothing for me right now, I literally don't want to look at these cute dogs, I don't want to touch these dogs, I want to crawl in bed with my bulldog and sleep. Im planning on talking to my doctor, but I just wanted to vent. I try to talk to my husband, but there is only so much he can do for me, or even say. He tries so hard and it doesn't matter.