So I'm my husband and I have been talking about having a baby. He's ready and wants one. I'm so scared I've had 3 miscarriage. I hate kids but idk if that's because I was told by a doctor I can't have kids or the fact I have miscarriaged. So I'm mad and jealous of all the people pregnant and having babies. I'm also scared I'm have another miscarriage I'm pretty sure it's going to hurt my husband more than it would me- I've hardened over the year from the miscarriages. Has anyone ever had to deal with anything like this?