second time moms?

Lauren
I'm so terrified of the whole birthing process I'm 36 weeks & just terrified because I hate hospitals & im really not that great with pain.. or needles 🙄 did anyone feel the same way & suprise themself with how they enjoyed the whole birth process & made it through easier than they thought? I'm scared I'm going to have the worst anxiety ever during the process but I really am excited to meet my baby girl next month! Positive things please:)