You could only imagine the fear and sorrow I was feeling just knowing we had lost our sweet pea. It looked like a murder scene, with what seemed to look like a sac or skin laying on the bed in the pool of blood. On the way to the car I was still bleeding and crying, screaming in agony "our baby, we lost our poor baby!" Rushing to the hospital I started passing in and out of consciousness, they took me back and did blood draws Ivs heart monitoring and anything and everything else just to make sure I was going to be okay. Tr doctor had told me and my husband that we probably already know what happened and she's terribly sorry, but if it did happen there's nothing we could have done to stop it. With both of us blaming ourselves for the loss and waiting for the ultrasounds and lab results to confirm our loss, we were distraught. About four hours into my stay we got our ultra sound, crying all the way to the room waiting for the bad news she turns the computer to us and says "there's your baby!" Instant tears came down our faces as we watch and hear our baby's heart and watch as he or she wiggles and jumps around saying "MOM DAD DONT WORRY IM STILL HERE!" All the results came back perfect, nothing was wrong with me and our baby is still here with us! I'm on pelvic and bed rest until I can get into the ob or symptoms stop. Such a terrible night turning into the most beautiful night of my life, seeing him/her wiggle around and hearing the heart is unforgettable.