I didn't have the best childhood due to my dad being abusive and my mom never there to support us after they divorced. Now that I'm pregnant, I don't want anything to do with my mom and the rest of the family. For years I haven't felt like a family member. I've been ridiculed for having different interests and I've never gotten support for anything I wanted to achieve. When I was eighteen I didn't want to go to college 'cause I wanted to explore a little rather than supporting me, my family looked at me like I had three heads. I also didn't want to go in to the medical field 'cause all my life it's only about achieving to become a nurse. I lost interest in nursing when I was in high school. I took interest in interior design since my moms  house was falling apart, all I wanted to do was help her. She rejected it and even now the thought of my helping her out or touching anything in the house is repulsive. Yet my sister intends on doing a renovation this summer. I've been offering for years. Everytime I try to have a conversation with my mom and my aunts I'm not heard. All I do is agree and yet I'm still in the wrong. I can't put my child in to that situation. I want my child to be heard and not put through the same thing as I was. I know for that my mom and my aunts will never listen. So I'm cutting them out. I'm devestated about my decision, but I can't put my child in that situation. I know it seems childish to do so, but I can't begin to imagine my child struggle through the same thing as I did. I won't have it. I can't have it. My child will still have a grandmother from  husbands side.